Metaphysics

March 20th, 2023

Meta comes from the Greek prefix and preposition meta, which means “after” or “beyond.” When combined with words in English, meta- often signifies “change” or “alteration,” as in the words metamorphic or metabolic

Beyond Physics 

a subject in a way that transcends its original limits, considering the subject itself as an object of reflection

I had an MI in 2006.  I was prescribed medications, the maximum allowable dose of Lipitor@Pfizer.  Seemed like a good idea at the time.  I was unemployed in 2007.  In January 2010, I rebuilt the porch on the south side of my house in the pouring rain.  I decked the 20 x 20 space with cedar planking after laying out a Merkabah of lead, copper, brass and a silver coin I purchased at the top of one of China's pyramids.   I rebuilt the trellis for the 20-year-old white wisteria, creating an 8 x 8 x 8 cube of space and life over the  Merkabah.  A axis-mundi. The trellis is eight feet high, eight feet wide and thirteen feet long.  

I built a metaphysical machine on the south side of my house. 

By 2011, my retirement savings were gone, and my wife thought that I was mad as a hatter.  She was right.  I barely survived the next few years.  In 2014 I was diagnosed as bipolar, in 2017 I stopped taking statins and began to wake up.  One year ago, I found out that I have lung cancer.  I have received radiation, chemo and immunotherapy.  Who knows what comes after my physical body fails?  That lies beyond my present understanding.   

IMHO: There is no spoon. You can not beat cancer, but you can come to an accommodation.  It's like coming to terms with your ego and monkey brain.  I gave cancer something to do.  I told my mitochondria to extend the telomeres by 50x.  I take three deep breaths and project a pattern of a perfect cell from my center.

Who knows?  

I still have a metaphysical machine on the south side of my house. What to do? What to do?

Today 

I am

woke

I did not mean to be.